Free Falling

Every morning I wake up,
I see myself in the mirror and I see a stranger starring at me.

Every morning I wake up,
I feel I don't deserve the sleep I had last night.

Every morning I leave home,
I feel I don't deserve to come back.

Every morning I leave home,
I wish you stayed with me all day long.

Every morning I left home,
I wished I never left you.

Every morning I wash my face,
I have a new identity.

Every morning I look up to the sun ,
I look through it and my vision blacks out for a moment.

Every morning I wake up,
I struggle to remember what I was doing while I was sleeping.

Every morning I wake up,
I wish I could have a clearer conscience.

Every morning I look at the clock,
I wish I could rewind it.

Every morning I start my journey,
I ask myself where am I going.

Every morning I wake up,
I wish I don't live a pretending life.

Every morning I wake up,
I don't feel hungry coz am filled with guilt.

Every morning I wake up,
I wish I could free fall.

Coz every morning I wake up I fail!